By Degrees
By degrees
indiscernible to my psyche's deepest memories,
Cacophonies and
disharmonies of inordinate disproportion to reality
Weave silently
through the caves of my slowly eroding brain,
Awakening me to
the realization of my not innocuous degradation,
Making me take
account of my fading away,
Into the airless
desolations of a dark planet awaiting my arrival,
My breaking from
all rituals and symbols, divine signs and wonders,
Which, once, gave
me a reason for having faith,
Worshiping
prophets, messiahs, saviors, the unseen,
Believing that
life/existence/mortality/breathing/being
Was a privilege so
inscrutable, ineffably beautiful,
That not even
death could subordinate, exterminate its preciousness.
By degrees of
disenchantment, forlornness, despair, waning energy,
I've receded into
the penumbra of my autumnal sun,
Deaf, stuttering,
enfeebled, eager to seek sleep's peace,
Tuck my senses
between the sheets, for the rest of my destiny,
Find surcease,
comfort, solace in the coming of the Oneness,
Who discriminates
against no one who seeks His love,
His enlightenment
reigniting my psyche's dimming memories,
Restoring that
glorious glow my brain radiated
When conceiving
immortality was as easy as recollecting eternity.
01/31/12 |